So Australia was fantastic. I met this amazing and wonderful man who asked me to be his fiance, I am so happy with this I can't even fully explain it. He is perfect in everyway to me. He makes me laugh, smile and just generally brightens my day. Telling my whole family is prooving less difficult than thought, of course my aunt is telling everyone before I get the chance. But everyone is accepting it and is happy that I am so happy. I feel bad for Jake but he had his chance, its my turn to be happy..to get what I deserve. I will be living in the garage for awhile until I can afford my own apartment and we will have joint custody of the girls. I don't want them to suffer through this, none of this is their fault. I will be filing the divorce papers as soon as possible..basically just need $350. But I am happy I just miss Liam -alot- he is all I can think about. I can't wait till August when he comes here for like 3 weeks for a visit, If i had my way it would be forever. As far as the engagement goes its a long one about two years until we both get some things done with. There will be two weddings, one in Illinois and one in Australia. Yes i'm super excited, I love this man more than anything.